I used to know myself so well, like the back of my hand
but lately it's been hard to tell who I really am
I don't know how things got so bad
and if I could I would take it all back
I remember everything she said, like it was yesterday
echoes inside my head, like a haunted memory
she said hold on to love and don't let it go
words aren't enough if you don't let it show
I'm ready to change
and i pray it's not too late
she had to leave for me to see
I realize the blame's on me
but i'm ready to change
I never really took the time to give her all that she deserved
I can't believe I was so blind she was my whole world
counting the days since she's been gone
going insane I've never been so wrong
but I think I'm ready to change
and I pray it's not too late
she had to leave for me to see
but now I know what it means to me
I think I'm ready to change
when she walks up the drive
when she knocks that door
the smell of her skin the touch of her hand
the way that smiles take me back there again
I will be whole and the world will be new
I got plan ya know what to do
cuz I'm ready to change
and I pray it's not too late
I won't give in, I won't quit, I won't rest
until she's here again
I'm ready to change
